the reverse of the will

the reverse of the will
Created by: lord_bearded
Tracks: 14
Length: 00:49:08
Keywords 1. Mix Contest 16
2. Mix Contest 16
3. Mix Contest 16
Created on 10/10/07 1:05pm
Level 6
Points 2826
Total visitors 81
Unique visitors 44
This mix was ranked #1 out of 14 entries for this contest
description:
i can't tell you how perfect this contest is for me.

the loss i have experienced in the last month was so huge and heartbreaking, i actually completely lost my mind in the process.

1. lost my little brother (sept 11.)
2. lost my girlfriend of three years (sept 26)
3. lost my house/art studio
4. lost my dog

the events that followed i have since let go and released.
they were the most hurtful things i've ever experienced.
and after practicing the transcendental meditation spoke of by David Lynch, all the negative things have receded and i feel better than i ever have in my entire life.

do it.

i want everyone to at least try this beautiful thing.

experience pure consciousness.

peace.



tracklist

1 Earth : Left In The Desert
after losing my brother, i felt very outside of myself. and so alone.
well, until she decided to leave.
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Track 1 from HEX: Or Printing in the Infernal Method
Length: 00:01:13
Year: 2005
Track Description:
after losing my brother, i felt very outside of myself. and so alone.
well, until she decided to leave.
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2 Angelo Badalamenti : Haunting and Heartbreaking
now the loneliness has expanded to what i thought was the worst it could get.
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Track 2 from Lost Highway
Length: 00:02:09
Track Description:
now the loneliness has expanded to what i thought was the worst it could get.
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3 Big Business : Start Your Digging
the finding of the truth. and growth of the anger.
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Track 3 from Here Come the Waterworks
Length: 00:04:05
Year: 2007
Track Description:
the finding of the truth. and growth of the anger.
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4 David Lynch : Ghost of Love
seeing what you are crazily capable of.
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Track 4 from Inland Empire
Length: 00:01:28
Year: 2007
Track Description:
seeing what you are crazily capable of.
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5 Tortoise and Bonnie "Prince" Billy : On My Own
doesn't get any more alone.
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Track 5 from The Brave and The Bold
Length: 00:03:41
Year: 2006
Track Description:
doesn't get any more alone.
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6 Shellac : Canaveral
"Call it Canaveral
I won't say his name
Could have had anyone, he didn't
What do you think could make him stoop so low?

What do you think could make him
Stick his hands in my life
What on Earth could make him stoop so low?

What do you to think could make him
Stick his cock in my wife
What on Earth could make him stoop so low?

I'd like to put him up there in one
I'd like to see his face
I'd like to put him up there in one
Blow him up into space
He'll fertilize the rice in China
With the cinders of his remains

Want to start a country somewhere
On an island or an archipelago
or a peninsula, or an isthmus, or a fjord or
an inlet, or even a mountain
Print up stamps and money there
and they'll all have Oswalds face"
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Track 6 from 1000 Hurts
Length: 00:02:39
Year: 2000
Track Description:
"Call it Canaveral
I won't say his name
Could have had anyone, he didn't
What do you think could make him stoop so low?

What do you think could make him
Stick his hands in my life
What on Earth could make him stoop so low?

What do you to think could make him
Stick his cock in my wife
What on Earth could make him stoop so low?

I'd like to put him up there in one
I'd like to see his face
I'd like to put him up there in one
Blow him up into space
He'll fertilize the rice in China
With the cinders of his remains

Want to start a country somewhere
On an island or an archipelago
or a peninsula, or an isthmus, or a fjord or
an inlet, or even a mountain
Print up stamps and money there
and they'll all have Oswalds face"
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7 The Melvins : Manky (part 1)
"that sick keeps comin 'round"
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Track 7 from the Maggot
Length: 00:03:41
Year: 1999
Track Description:
"that sick keeps comin 'round"
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8 The Melvins : Manky (part 2)
"this sick just makes me stronger"
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Track 8 from the Maggot
Length: 00:03:46
Year: 1999
Track Description:
"this sick just makes me stronger"
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9 The Residents : Elmer's Song
"leave your burdens behind.
oh let your spirit be free from gravity.
there's no need to be in uncertainty."
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Track 9 from Animal Lover
Length: 00:04:34
Year: 2005
Track Description:
"leave your burdens behind.
oh let your spirit be free from gravity.
there's no need to be in uncertainty."
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10 Tom Waits : Goin' Out West
fight club, goin' to L.A. slangin' with sledg.
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Track 10 from Bone Machine
Length: 00:03:22
Year: 1992
Track Description:
fight club, goin' to L.A. slangin' with sledg.
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11 Moistboyz : carjack
you ain't never comin back. payback.
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Track 11 from I
Length: 00:03:13
Track Description:
you ain't never comin back. payback.
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12 NOMEANSNO : State of Grace
been lying to myself for so long.
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Track 12 from The Worldhood of the World (As Such)
Length: 00:05:55
Year: 1995
Track Description:
been lying to myself for so long.
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13 Boris : Farewell
on my way.
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Track 13 from Pink
Length: 00:07:33
Year: 2005
Track Description:
on my way.
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14 Daniel Johnston : True Love Will Find You In the End
i love you all.
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Track 14 from Welcome to My World
Length: 00:01:49
Year: 2006
Track Description:
i love you all.
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Nice, you should burn me a copy. Happy b-day by the way---Let's rock the town tonight.
10/12/07 1:37pm
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This is astonishing, you are astonishing. Thanks for still being here!
10/10/07 11:32pm
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best yet. brilliant, beautiful. i own everything on here and it's in my rotation on a regular basis, which might make me biased, but fuck it, and the final track just kills. nicely done.
10/10/07 7:13pm
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hey this is kinda like my contest mix, self affirmations! ~ nice work
10/10/07 5:06pm
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10/10/07 4:20pm
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I've been giving everyone's mixes +5s for God-knows-how-long, but this is the greatest mix ever maybe. Definital.
10/10/07 3:36pm