my name is kittie or katie or kathleen or carmen or petronella. you choose. i'm stuck in a weird limbo of a summer, attempting to fit in as many mixtapes, summer reads, trips to dolly parton themed amusement parks as possible before moving to new york city, where i will begin a new chapter as a theatre child at sarah lawrence college. i am attempting to learn how to sew my own clothes, and i am not letting the pin pricks and the repeated near mantra of "oh crap" deter me. i have crazy blonde hair and my feet are uneven. i've been described as looking strung-out nearly my entire life. i like ponies and pale people and Unsolved Mysteries. mormons like to stalk to me and little children run from me. i like to jump of ladders and fly across stages. i miss chivalry.