To die would be an awfully big adventure
...especially if I could get all the artists in this mix to perform at my funeral and be able to watch.

I've always wanted my life to be a movie or a book.
Science of Sleep,
Amélie,
Rocky Horror Picture Show,
Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou,
House of the Spirits,
Generation X...something epic.

Death is a very foreign subject to me. No one in my family I know ever died. I have never been to a single funeral. And my own funeral would probably not be traditional in any form, because I'm not Christian, and I don't believe in Islam like my parents do. Would I have a funeral anyway, I wonder? Anyhow, this would be playing if I died. Unless I change my mind over the years about the songs, or some douchebag decides not to put it on. [Oh man, I would haunt the mother fucker, given the chance].

Before I die I hope that I will have found a person who can take care of my precious belongings for me the way I would. No way I'm letting my records and books and movies in the hands of a mess-head. (Sorry, [best friend], that pretty much excludes you). Or whut.

I wouldn't burn a single diary or letter or random note made on the back of a drawing. Every person I ever crushed on would be told about my feelings for them. Some one would write my story (they fucking would, too!), and if they couldn't get it published (... fuck that), they would still hand it out among my friends.

I hope I have friends before I at least die.

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I bet the entire world will miss me when I'm gone. Yeah. That's good enough for me. Let the show begin.