i've worked on-and-off with a friend for about a year now. he has amazing taste in music, movies, and liquor, gives me hugs and assurance when i'm feeling down, and always greets me with the largest, warmest smile i've ever seen. i've always had a love for him, but i've decided not to tell him. it's a safe and simple kind of admiration, and i like it that way. i made this for those nights when i'm overcome with the urge to blurt it out, but instead, leave work after my free cocktails and idle chatter with him, saunter down to my local bar where i put on my headphones, order my usual (jameson, neat. beerback. whiskey sour. and keep 'em coming), and sit quietly, smoking my cigarettes and musing over things to come...